Front Porch Step - I Wont Say That Im Okay Chords

Intro: G#0 C#1 G#2 C#3
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1Verse:
         G#4
2I won't hold my tongue.
                     C#5
3I'm not okay without you here.
                G#6
4I guess what's done is done.
                               C#7
5I just feel so exposed without you near.
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7
A#m8                                C#9
8   And I won't say that I'm okay,
A#m10
9   'Cause you taught me not to lie,
                                   C#11   D#12
10So know that I'll miss you everyday.
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12Pre-Chorus:
            G#13
13You always taught me to be good,
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15And always do my best to be selfless
       C#14
16But I know that God is holding you
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18And I am so damn jealous,
         A#m15
19'Cause I miss your arms around me
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21And the way you make me laugh.
         D#16
22Now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
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24You're never coming back.
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26Chorus:
         G#17
27So I'm sitting in my room
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29As I try to write this song.
        C#18
30I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
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32It's just that everything seems wrong,
           A#m19
33And I keep bursting into tears
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35Because the pain won't go away,
             D#20
36Because the father took my best friend
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38And said she cannot come out to play
         G#21   C#22   G#23   C#24
39Anymore.
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41Pre-Chorus:
         G#25
42I won't hold my tongue.
                     C#26
43I'm not okay without you here.
         G#27
44I won't hold my tongue.
                     C#28
45I'm not okay without you here.
         G#29
46I won't hold my tongue.
                     C#30
47I'm not okay without you here.
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49Verse:
                G#31
50I guess what's done is done.
                               C#32
51I just feel so exposed without you near.
52
A#m33                                C#34
53   And I won't say that I'm okay,
A#m35
54   'Cause you taught me not to lie,
                                    C#36   D#37
55So know that I'll miss you everyday.
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57Pre-Chorus:
            G#38
58You always taught me to be good,
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60And always do my best to be selfless
       C#39
61But I know that God is holding you
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63And I am so damn jealous,
         A#m40
64'Cause I miss your arms around me
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66And the way you make me laugh.
             D#41
67And now I'm stuck inside this prison that says
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69You're never coming back.
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71Chorus:
             G#42
72And now I'm sitting in my room
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74As I try to write this song.
        C#43
75I'm so sorry that it's not good enough.
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77It's just that everything seems wrong,
           A#m44
78But I will try my best to be good
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80So I can pay my way,
           D#45
81Straight through the pearly gates
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83Into your arms so we can play
      G#46
84Once more.
85
86Outro:
G#47
87Grandma, Uh, I love God with all my heart
    C#48
88And uh, The only reason that isn't
                                   G#49
89Stated in my life is because of you
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91And I really don't understand it God
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93That you Introduced me to
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95What would take you away so fast
    C#50
96When you were the only person
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98That ever understood a thing I ever said
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100And I really don't understand
                              G#51
101How to deal with this anymore
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103And, I'm just really not okay with this
   C#52
104And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven
                              G#53
105But I don't want to be selfish
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107I don't want you to be in heaven
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109I want you to be back down here
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111I don't want you to be there
                      C#54
112I want you to be here
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114What am I supposed to do now
                      G#55 C#56 G#57 C#58  fade out...
115That's all I'm asking